dear diary.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
empty promises... hate them!!
dere are ppl out dere who ll always make emtpy promises to u.. it was easy for them to make dose promises though.. cos u wun be able to do anything to them even when they nv fulfill eir promises.. worse still.. even though u sorta noe tt dey are juz trying to pacify u when dey make dose promises, dere is still nth i can do!!! i dunno if e problem lies wif my useless character or wat.. dere is always a voice inside mi, telling mi to stop giving in to em.. to stop making myself sound so lost w/o them.. i dun wan to lose a fren by kip confronting em or pressurising em.. okie la.. mayb i shld juz be contented wif wat i ve now.. i do ve many other frens ard mi who are true in eir words.. haiz.. do i sound v useless lktt? hhahz.. but den sm times i m juz tired la.. tired of being e one who takes initiative most of e time.. mayb i m e oni one hu is afraid of drifting apart.. tinking of tis irritating thing ll always make mi moody.. den i ll tell myself to ignore em.. wait for em to contact mi again.. BUT.. haiz.. useless mi ll always end up msging em... i was tinking.. in every relationship, be it frenship or love, dere ll always be one person hu gives more den he takes.. issit a v silly idea??
*moody again liao*
livingabrown&blacklyfe; 5:55 AM